I finally understand. I know it took a long time, sorry.

By the way, the chemical action of neuro-transmitters in the brain does cause harvesting of endorphins and norepinephrine in response to lust, not love. Love is less a feeling and more a series of actions; commitment, honesty, caring, doing things that make another person happy, sacrificing for someone. However, in its most romanticized sense, love can have effects on endorphin receptor sites that include almost all of the same withdrawal symptoms as those seen in heroin dependancy. Physical craving, emotional craving, depression, anxiety...until such time as the object of that love is restored.

So, it is possible for someone to become a Susaann junkie. The junkie wants her in his veins - in his blood...in his soul. Aronofsky, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx the wunderkind auteur
of two fervently admired indie hits, has His third and most ambitious film, The Fountain, abandoned by its original star and forsaken by his studio before it even got made. Now headed to theaters as a smaller, fiscally chaster, and far more emotionally intense version of the script Aronofsky originally dreamed up, it’s already provoked a strong reaction among early audiences and critics—but not the kind he had intended. “It’s funny how the same people who complain that Hollywood never does anything different attack when you do,” he says.

a spider in the garden made excellent job with light n line
last yer i had squirrels and those things wt long ears ..
this year came an animal like a cat with furr. like hyena
and the small birds are very happy in autumn to have things to eat